September 2008 Archives

On train back after good evening, but it's not the same as when certain people from work are not out. Oh well, had a good night anyway and now on train back to becks listening to holst's planets suite. Still big gaping hole to be filled but with any luck I won the 92 million euro lottery jackpot so if you don't hear from me again I'm off on a round the world trip. See you in a few years. Or probably next week.

...that's how I am feeling right now. I am yearning and I feel like I have a gaping hole inside of me that I can't ever fill.

A small bit of it was today: "we love you, please don't lose it"

I haven't lost it, yet.

Work has been sooooo hard, technically I am wasted. Emotionally - well... I just do not want to go there.